Tahi Reality - Pengorbanan @ Sacrifaction

today is the first day of 2011.. a great day to start off something new don't u think so? so, what's new?

azam tahun baru - boooo semua pon nak cerita pasal azam!

tengok bunga api - baik tgk burit kat youjizz.com

ptptn dah kuar - ceh..kaya sekejap je bro. pastu korg miskin balik..so xpyh nak berangan sangat.

one more thing - semua org pon mengaku die hard fan bola skang ni. semuanya sbb malaysia menang piala suzuki aritu.. padahal bila tanya.. confirm taktau sapa player accept safee sali ngan si fahmi hensem tu je. haha

so there's nothing interesting to talk about pon. and since it's the firstday of 2011, it's too early to tell what's in store for the future.. so let's stop and rewind to the year of 2010 and talk bout it.

let's talk about pengorbanan.
yes. u heard me correctly.

pengorbanan. sacrifice <--aku slalu ingat wujud perkataan sacrifaction.. hahah how many of u have sacrificed something last year? please jiggle your penis (clits for the ladies) vhoot vhoot <-- bunyi penis men-jiggle scrotum tersedut2 kedalam. i have! haha for me, there are many were sacrificed. but personally, i would say, the worse is.. putting your self so low for the one u love. siapa pernah jadi sebodoh ini sila kemut otot juburan pula. asalkan jgn terkincit cam dalam vid ini sudah. haha



well, my question is. did ur pengorbanan worth it? what did u gain from it?

mine.. i would say.. it's kinda half-half.. there were times when karma does its job where i got what i wanted but of cos there were times when it didn't.

ok2.. here's a analogy lah. how is it exactly to put yourself so low for the one you love? senang je.. imagine u don't like anal sex (firstly, according so my friends, it hurts like hell) but u have to do it cos ur partner is so into that. and he humps u from above.

that's exactly what i meant by putting yourself so low for the one you love. hahaha

u being at the bottom (low) for him (the one you love) while he humps (making love) geddit? haha

ok2.. i'm sure u know what i meant. it's basically those times when u have to do those things that are degrading, humiliating etc or in simpler words, things u don't normally do on daily basis, just to satisfy your love ones..

i am not gonna talk about what i did cos it's too personal (and no ass-humping involved! mind u!) but i'd talk about the aftermath..or rather the outcomes of the act u just committed instead.

pernah tak korang sacrifice something for him/her and what u get in return adalah tahi? tahi cirit yang worthless. lalat pon tamau hinggap.

it sucks kan? especially when what u did is solely based on keikhlasan and to show how much u love that someone. but in return, he/she gave u plain shit. at least letak la riben kat tahi tu kan? ini tak. tahi kosong.

huh. been there done that. it's not like kita nak something extravagant in return kan? all we want is a bit of appreciation. a simple thank you would be enough.. a bit of the word 'love' at the end of the previous sentence would be a lot nicer kan?

bukannya kita mintak banyak pon.. tp yg slalu jadi adalah camni:

kita: u.. i terpaksa cabut bulu tetek i depan apek kat low yat sbb nak mintak dia diskaun beli iphone untuk u. amiklah.. ikhlas dr i..

bf/gf: k. tq.

*****krik krik krik*****

haaa tak ke sakit hati? is it that hard untuk express a little bit of expression? susah sgt ke nak tuturkan kata2 yang manis sikit? bukan lah kite mintak dia recite sonnet 18 by shakespear pon.. but at least.. add a little bit of sweetness in that cup of coffee wont hurt kan?

now. for girls.. it's simpler.. cos diorg ni expressive skit.. balak bagi klip rambut beli kat sinma pon dia excited lebeyh2..

bf: yang.. i belikan u klip rama2.. klip kat bulu pepet u tu.. lebat sgt dah~ jenama sinma tau! setaraf miss selfridge!

gf: wow! (mati 5 saat sambil tangan atas dahi, pepet terkemut-kemut) terima kasih sayang..sayang sayang sayang sgt2 (baca dalam intonasi saya sayang awak sgt2) sayang terharu sgt. sayang tersentuh sampai rasa nak menangis ni. kalaulah sayang leh tunjukkan bertapa berterimakasih nya sayang dpt bf cam abang.. of sayangku. (pap pap pap pap -bunyi kene suntut afterwards)

ok a bit exaggerated but i think u got the point kan?

tapi for the ladies.. i know. it's very jarang for us (wow us tu! confident!) haha let me rephrase, for u to get these kinda reactions from your bf huh? especially bf yg kayu dan tak berperasaan.. kau bagilah hadiah atas tepak sireh siap ada kain renda2 chiffon dari jakel pon.. dia wat muka kayu je.. xde perasaan. cam tgk tapak sulaiman lelaki fuck tapak sulaiman perempuan.

pity u people.

alasan diorg bg: guys don't show emotions.

whattafuck! abis tu time ko nak terpancut tu siap wat muka kerut2 cam nak terputus punai sambil sebut oh yeah oh yeah sayang abang nak kuar dah ni. yeaahhhhh..

tu apa? takde emotion? tu dah terlebih emosi.. beyonce nyanyi lagu emotions pon xde nak feeling2 sampai camtu. haha

so u get the point kan? aku dah melalut skit ni tapi back to the topic. it sucks when u put yourself soooo low for the one u love but in return u don't get the thing u deserve or expect. from what i see is, it's nothing wrong in doing so. it's not a crime to show someone how deeply u love him/her but u have to pick the right person. if the person ur with is not that kinda lovey dovey mushy2 punya orang.. that's your fault lah.

but, for the other party plak.. the guys mostly.. it is definitely NOT that hard to show how u feel. it's a pretty normal thing to have feelings u know.. so why don't u show it. or simply say it?

the word I LOVE YOU is not that hard to pronounce. and believe me, when u say it, and u mean it, if flows naturally from your mouth. take chances. express yourself.

that's all what i've to say.

quote tahi:

if gay guys were straight, they could be the sweetest boyfriend a girl could ever dream of - dickie (2010)